Archive for July, 2004

Macro Man

Wednesday, July 7th, 2004

Thanks to Jay for great comments on the last Jeremiad entry. I think he is right on.

Once again work has interfered with my vocation (blogging). I’ve been engaged in a software project that has totally captivated me. I’m writing Excel macros like crazy. It’s almost an obsession (as son Mark likes to point out). They say the elderly need some mental project to focus on to keep their minds from deteriorating. I think I’ve found it! I find I wake up at 3:30 AM dreaming about “Do Until…” loops.

Given that July marks the one year anniversary of Susan’s passing I suppose my mind may be subconsciously working in the background to keep me from being overwhelmed by the memories of those painful days exactly one year ago. Tonight, for instance, I went back and read all those blogs under “Remembering Susan” of July, 2003. Yet, I seemed to be able to face them without the pain I had previously experienced. I guess I am healing up.

But with Jamison’s wedding, and Shari’s move, and my work schedule, and getting mom’s house in shape, and repairing my A/C, and preparing to teach Sunday School in two weeks, it’s likely that this space will be sparse for awhile. During the recent hiatus from Jeremiah, however, I’ve run across several memorable references from recent sermons, readings, etc. so I continue my excitement at getting back to it “soon.” The reader’s patience is solicited. Thanks!